Oh brother..

yes, a new song! Whoopee!

The one thing my brother told me,
when he left to go to jail, was: 
"Baby, take care of one thing
and no it's not my golden ring
No baby I ain't talkin' diamonds
with diamonds I could part
No baby I ain't talkin' diamonds,
I'm talkin' 'bout your little heart

Keep your heart in your ribcage
behind those bars, like you would with a bird
So that it won't fly and flutter away
So that it won't get hurt
Now baby don't talk to me 'bout freedom
I know what freedom is
and I just want what's best,
what's best for my li'l sis' "

Well brother you said this before,
like when you called me a whore
and went to jail because you stabbed a gent'
who was brave enough to kiss my hand

This weekend was one of oldfashioned good old time jokes. I liked that. Just the crappy shit we always do, no? (in which crappy shit refers to awesome coolness jwz)

Oh, and the Tinkebell. opening playing went well! It was kind of, I don't know, scary, but it was nice. Someone videotaped it and I got some flashes so there should be pictures somewhere.

Oohlala gimme my sleep!Ciao bellasxxx.

The Clothes Horse

she does the one photo an hour things. makes me want to do it to.
well. maybe i will!

(sometimes, typing without any capital letters, feels like a statement)
(which statement i'm making now i don't know though, probably none)

oasis says they've got nothing on us anymore. well.. okay.

i bought slr camera for 5 euros today meh. and my throat sucks damn stupid thing. i should calllll i knowwwww.

okay i should make sense some day.

HELL YEAH! (making up for the lacked capital letters?)

Moo

For the Dutch people amongst us: http://jebentzelfeen.nl/
hours and hours and hours worth of fun. (slightly exaggerated)

Aahww... yawn.

Byex

Oh and edit:

This saturday I'll be performing at the opening of the exhibition of Tinkebell. in Amsterdam. Use your spare time I'd say.

Oh and another edit (thanks Saar and the Gas Unie gebouw) :

I wish I was that cool.

And sometimes, I want to buy clothes so desperately

probably a womens things though.

anyway.. not really the point.

I've been to Amsterdam past week, going to this. And really, it was so cool. The people in my group were all very kind and funny, and our teachers were nice, and I just learned so much in this one week. Of course maybe because I never really acted like this before. We had 1.5 hour play (acting/theater) a day, in which we always started with some 'game' for concentration, and then we'd usually do things like improvising scenes, alone or with a few people. We also had to learn a sentence (from Hamlet, but in Dutch)  and with sentence I mean.. when I wrote it down I'd used half a page (long..) and that was such a difficult thing to do, because we needed to remember that (goddamn) sentence, make it understandable, make it believable (like you were making it up on that moment) and after a while we also even had to put an emotion, and a switch to another emotion in it. But we got really good feedback.
With the music theatre part we had to sing 2 songs (a dutch one called Flink zijn, and Seasons of Love) and with the second we sang ahm.. with more layers? harmonicalblablasomething. Anyway, that was nice too. We talked and learned about presentation on stage, and I personally learned the most about how to unravel a text and how to really sincerely feel the text, the meaning and the emotion behind it, as in how it was written, but also for yourself. (A lot of people, including half of me, were crying while doing this with the Dutch song, haha we're such crybabies ;))

I don't know if I'll audition for it, because it starts with (mas y menos) 1200 people and end up with about 80.. and I mean.. I don't know if I'll make that, and it's not that it's that bad to be rejected, but the auditions cost about 110 euros and the travel expenses.. anyway.. I'll think about it for a while.. and think about the motivation letter I also have to write :| (ohnoes)

I think I'll be recording a new video soon.. I have to record Play!.. Sem said so :p
Byeeees!xx

ps. I think my hair died

Photomania

  

 

.. okay, 5 photo's is not exactly mania. But who cares.

And the other one is on the run

Ohhh pfff.. I came back from Rotterdam sunday evening, and Lotje was lying in her upsidedownflowerpot, and when I took her out, she had a line of blood from her mouth to her chest and her paws were covered in blood and she was breathing heavily. Poor poor poor little rat.

So, of course (for me that is),  I immediately burst out in tears. And when sitting with her on my lap. I really thought she was going to die in an hour. But she didn't, so I decided to lie with her on the couch downstairs all night. Which sucked because that couch is well small, but I'm so happy I did it. I kept her warm, fed her and let her drink (she was unable to do it herself 'cause she couldn't walk or even stand anymore, when she moved she dragged herself).

oh my god. oh.. jesus. Okay sorry, something else that was. 

Anyway, the next day we went to the vet.. and I went there knowing what would happen. I  mean.. pff. Well but it was so hard. And she had to get 2 doses of the stuff they put them to sleep with, her heart just kept ticking, which made it kind of even worse. With all the, taking life in your own hands shit.

I get so sad and upset with these things. And it's also shit that Sjors, the other one, she's alone now. And rats can't be alone, but I can't have another one because I won't be able to have them when I go to college next year (not allowed).. but Sjors is also really a rat rat instead of Lotje, who was a human rat. And I don't want to 'give' her to someone else.

Pff okay, lost my egg (that's Dutch). 

I don't have anything else to say.. no. But I am going to make an event box on the right of my blog. So people could she when and where I have stuff. :-)

Bye!x

O HAI!

A quick post (only quick posts lately?) from Rotterdam, from my sisters computer! Just got up and had breakfast (um..). And I had time, so here a blog. yeah.. people got that anne-fleur.

Anyway, the week was amazing! On monday it was a bit awkward, for me at least, couldn't put any input in (haha). but Tuesday already was a lot better! And the rest of the week, well I had a great week. Still, yesterday we'd never done a run through, we hadn't even put (well Piet is the one who puts it together) all the pieces and dances together. And we had a show at the end of the day!
So yesterday was really tough, with 2 runs, and those 2 runs also didn't go that well..

But the show went amazing (okay, I made some mistakes, but I will learn from those 8-) (nerd)), aaaahhhhhhhhhh. Yeah. I wish more people could see it! I wish we could do more shows. And more of these weeks! The place and the people and the things we do, it just all sums up to one very big number. 

If I ever get pictures I'll post some, and they're also filming it.. but don't know what will happen with that. 

Something shitty now, I've got 2 rats, and one of them, Lotje, is getting really old. as in dying. And it's fucked that I couldn't be there this week, luckily my dad took care of her, helped her eat and drink.. but crap, stupid rodents with their 2 or 3 years life. I've had so many hamsters.. but still, it's so hard everytime one dies. 

Poor little sweetie. I'm looking forward to sitting on the couch with her in my arms tonight :) 
we have one show left at.. 2:30 today, to which all my sisters and parents and Roos and Sarah will come (joepie!) and then me and my family are going to my grannie to eat. And after that we'll go home, and it'll be the end of a nice week.

Thanks Charlotte, for letting me stay with you! And middelvinger. 

Gbye!xx